I didn’t think I would get to a part three of my ready woman series but here I am. I had to reread part I & II over again to remind myself of what I went through. Sometimes with time we forget certain key elements to our reasonings.
Anywho Mr. Disappearing act called with the ” I miss you and I fucked up” phone call. It was like he knew exactly what to say or what he thought I wanted to hear. The I fucked up and I’m ready now. The, I ventured out and these bitches and hoes aint like you. They don’t cook for me or go out of their way for me. They don’t make me feel the way you..Blah Blah Blah. Yes, at that moment I sucked it all in. I was smiling from ear to ear. It was exactly what I wanted to hear. It was too late. Building feelings for someone then having to move on without closure is one thing. To think that just because you’re ready I’m supposed to jump for joy , filter my life to now fulfill yours is another thing, that I’m not going to do. I moved on , cried, dated, and threw away your key to my heart.
I’m not saying that people don’t come back and the person is super excited and ready. I’m saying Im one of those people that when I move on, well I move on. You had your chance. You could of just stated that you weren’t ready and needed time. You decided to go ghosts, date other women and then come back like I was supposed to wait. It’s been a year and I met someone new. It complicated but aren’t they all. He gives me a feeling that you once did. I rather stick with my guy who I just can’t easily shake off for you , my complicated but present HIM!